and I’m too stupid, to be aware, of the beauty that you give this place
and how shitty this town would seem without you in it
but I really can’t. Everything I start to say, every paragraph I try and write, it just isn’t enough.
I didn’t know who I was at the beginning of this year, and I still don’t really. But I’m closer and I’m stronger and I’m happier.
I’ve met people that I’ll never forget, and lost people I thought would always be there.
My parents are finally splitting up, which has been a long time coming, but still aches more than I’d like to admit.
I have so much to give right now.
Summer is so close, everything will be so different.
I wish I could express how much these new friendships mean to me right now.
I wish I could find the words to wrap all this up, but I don’t think they exist.
Clearly 12:30 am is the perfect time to start eating cake and ice cream. I really love the four whole girls on my floor I’m actually friends with. Tonight was beautiful.