“I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.”
—Jack Kerouac (via reasontobelieve)
May 2010
April 2010
I remembered the fact that I can't see what you need,
and I’m too stupid, to be aware, of the beauty that you give this place
and how shitty this town would seem without you in it
I feel like I should write some big reflection to wrap up my first year of college,
but I really can’t. Everything I start to say, every paragraph I try and write, it just isn’t enough.
I didn’t know who I was at the beginning of this year, and I still don’t really. But I’m closer and I’m stronger and I’m happier.
I’ve met people that I’ll never forget, and lost people I thought would always be there.
My parents are finally splitting up, which has been a long time coming, but still aches more than I’d like to admit.
I have so much to give right now.
Summer is so close, everything will be so different.
I wish I could express how much these new friendships mean to me right now.
I wish I could find the words to wrap all this up, but I don’t think they exist.
“I dwell in possibility…”
—Emily Dickinson (via somethingintellectual)
All the posters and coloring book pages and pictures are off my walls. This dorm room is so depressing now.
“What is the point of being alive if you don’t at least try to do something remarkable.”
—John Green (Vlog Brothers). (via dumbledoreisabamf) (via iamceleboring)
"das why I'm lucky"
Clearly 12:30 am is the perfect time to start eating cake and ice cream. I really love the four whole girls on my floor I’m actually friends with. Tonight was beautiful.
“Conditions would some way adjust themselves, Edna felt; but whatever came, she had resolved never again to belong to another than herself.”
—Kate Chopin, The Awakening
